Nature, botany, and interconnectedness.
I am unfolding and blossoming to the be the most me me I can be,
and hopefully inspiring others to do the same. Namaste.
riding the cusp between
“I am me, and that’s beautiful…my body is inherently perfect…I am active and don’t need to worry about weight…eating 1,200 calories or less is a silly construct that doesn’t determine my nutrition…I am beautiful and have a nice (enough) body…being”thin” doesn’t fucking matter”
and
“You need to run every day and be thinner….where’s that flat stomach?…you ate more peanut butter, are you serious?…go go go…if you miss a workout the day is worthless…everyone is thinner and better…”
Just had graduation dinner. I am happy to be graduating. I am happy to eat. Why did I take it so far?
Fried squash blossoms stuffed with goat cheve and beets.
Salad with gorgonzola and pea sprouts.
8oz. wild Oregon Salmon with red-pepper aioli.
Maple Sweet potato.
Carrot cake with cream cheese frosting.
Yes, I ate that all. 3000+ calories later…
