riding the cusp between
“I am me, and that’s beautiful…my body is inherently perfect…I am active and don’t need to worry about weight…eating 1,200 calories or less is a silly construct that doesn’t determine my nutrition…I am beautiful and have a nice (enough) body…being”thin” doesn’t fucking matter”
“You need to run every day and be thinner….where’s that flat stomach?…you ate more peanut butter, are you serious?…go go go…if you miss a workout the day is worthless…everyone is thinner and better…”
Just had graduation dinner. I am happy to be graduating. I am happy to eat. Why did I take it so far?
Fried squash blossoms stuffed with goat cheve and beets.
Salad with gorgonzola and pea sprouts.
8oz. wild Oregon Salmon with red-pepper aioli.
Maple Sweet potato.
Carrot cake with cream cheese frosting.
Yes, I ate that all. 3000+ calories later…